So I grew up a Star Trek fan ( let's be honest, I own the original Star Trek movies on bluray ). So I always thought I was pretty independent and fearless. If I wanted to do something I just found a way to make it happen. But lately I have been reminded of wanting to be fearless as I watch Blake try to walk before he can stand and determined to find a way to explore every nook and cranny of the house.
So, I've realized that I haven't had to boldly do anything in a while. I guess you could consider motherhood a bold step, but it was more being able to do something I had waited for. So I am racking my brain trying to come up with something I can try to be bold in. I guess first I need to understand my fears and then confront something to be fearless.
Hmmm . . .
1. Spiders
2. Losing all control
3. Losing my mind
4. Losing my body
5. Ummm . . .
I can't seem to come up with any way to confront those besides sitting here eating ice cream and watching Blake make a mess and find spiders to eat. I guess that about covers it! Onward!
LOL - Blake hasn't really eaten any spiders . . .yet!
But really, if you have any ideas of things to boldly do, let me know what your idea is!
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